is this suddenly a book club?//_DEFAULT.

i've got another friend wanting to join me on my abstinence adventure. while this is a pleasant change from everyone making fun of me, i'm still unsure of what to about this influx of people on celibacy island.

ehh, i do know this though, _DEFAULT. time!!! i'm going to tell you all about the first hook up i had post ginger; i met neighbor at a friend's party, he is inceidentally their neighbor. now i know that wasn't the best nickname i've ever assigned, but he's not the sharpest tool in the shed either. he's a former bullrider, and while tall dark and handsome a bit of a mouth breather and a little slow on the uptake. but i didn't mind all that because fresh off the break up train, i'm not looking for conversation and depth-- i'm looking to get dicked down but good.

neighbor and i hit it off at a beer pong match where we were partners; i clinched clutch cup as i tend to do and he grabbed me and kissed me hard. this is the first guy who has kissed me in forever who isn't ginger and he's the exact opposite-- so of course i give it right back! we made moves on each other the rest of the night, and come halloween our sexual tension has reached a peak. we start to rage as is due whore holiday, and come midnight we're next door fooling around. this is when my slutty schoolgirl outfit is a boon because my panties are yanked off my skirt pulled up my top unbuttoned and we went to town.

after sex with one person for an extended period of time, you forget the variety there is in the world. HIS COCK WAS ENORMOUS COMPARED TO GINGER! that was my first victory of the night, the subsequent victory came when he straight picked me up off the bed and fucked me against the wall like an animal. rawrrr. we had sex 5 times that night, including once in the shower. we straight up ripped down that shower curtain and fucked shit up. afterwards, he and i located our articles of clothing that have been tossed around the room, he kissed me hard in the doorway and we went our separate ways for the night. no nonsense like cuddling, making promises neither of us intended to keep, nor lies to keep em guessing.

now, one thing i will say is during i occasionally thought about how ginger would have done something different, but i liked the spontaneity that came with this hook up. plus, if you don't change things up they get stagnant, so i suppose this period of hook ups was just what i needed to shake the dust of ginger and preface this abstinence adventure. more _DEFAULT. another time kids, happy wanking. xxx